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Published on 10 July 2025

ISBN: 978-1-915108-30-2

82 pages

 

During (and after) lockdown, Alan Buckley walked the same route daily through the Lye Valley. The result was this collection of poems, the fruit of an embodied experience; observing the landscape and being part of it. The poems are all 'douzaines', a form invented by the author as a visual representation of what lockdown was like - all that had been lost and what remained to hold onto.

 

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Stream

 

And in the year my skin was
abandoned, I walked each day

 

to the valley full of reeds 
and rare wildflowers. Months passed. 

 

Then something changed. The valley
began to evolve, startling 

 

me with a daily freshness.
But in truth, I was the one  

 

being renewed. It cradled 
me, and quietly gathered

 

the rain of my grief, feeding
the stream that never runs dry.
 

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Still asks the reader to notice the ordinary moments that often contain profound connection – human to human, human to the natural world, and that human observing the natural world interacting with itself. Written on daily walks, the poems quietly suggest that “some things aren’t meant to be looked / at straight on”, that a deeper observation of one’s surroundings can also work to “regain…balance.” (Even the couplet form of the poems points to encounter; how experience is changed by space or proximity to another.) I found myself reaching for these poems again and again as a reminder of how to see magic in the ordinary world that I might “otherwise have missed”, and how often it’s those small encounters that save us “when nothing else / will”.—Marjorie Lotfi


Alan Buckley is one of those secret gems of UK poetry whose work can’t help but grow and grow in stature. His latest book is a truly virtuoso performance – an entire collection written in an entirely new form. These ‘douzaines’ are crammed with incident and insight. They are vital, enthralling waymarkers on a path we can’t help but follow, through landscape, through time, towards ourselves.—John Glenday  
 

Still by Alan Buckley

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  • Holly

           

                                        January 1st, 2022
     

    Not paying close attention
    (a cardinal sin) to what’s

     

    in front of me, I brush past,
    wince as I’m minutely stabbed.

     

    That glorious PVC 
    sheen. The wood’s high priestess scorns

     

    those trees with chameleon, 
    come-and-go leaves. Unflinching

     

    presence, she pricks me into
    awareness – Where am I? and

     

    Who am I? share one answer.
    I hurt when I forget this.

     

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    Robin

     

    Did he pinch fire from heaven?
    Gatecrash the crucifixion?

     

    Red swelling. Bullet wound that
    stains the landscape’s white dress shirt.

     

    He’s not one for blending in.
    All week he’s been flitting by,

     

    pint-size prize-fighter, puffed-out 
    puncher-up. Today he’s perched

     

    in a holly tree, giving
    it straight. The woo-woo shit? Look:

     

    you’re on the right fucking path.
    Now write me a poem, cunt. 

     

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    Muntjac

     

    Months back I’d startled one off
    the path, the fear in its blank

     

    gaze a mirror of my own.
    Now, walking up from the brook,

     

    I glance ahead at the gap
    in the spinney, see a strange

     

    animal in silhouette,
    with four wings raised on its back.

     

    A small reminder – thank you –
    that fear can be close to joy.

     

    The deer bolts, hurling the pair
    of magpies into the air.
     

  • Alan Buckley is a poet, editor, and poetry tutor. He was brought up on Merseyside, and now lives in Oxford. The author of two pamphlets – Shiver (2009) and The Long Haul (2016) – his first full collection, Touched, was published by HappenStance in 2020. His work has been highly commended in the Forward and Bridport prizes. He was a founding editor of the award-winning pamphlet publisher ignitionpress, and has taught creative writing to young people with both Arvon and First Story. He also works as a psychotherapist.

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